Fishing for my heart.

-you ripped my heart out and dropped it into the vast sea-
Sunday, December 17, 2006

When no-one notices..

sometimes people want to stay unseen to the rest of the world.. be invisible as they say.. weaving your way through the crowd.. looking at the world from your spot on this planet as the world moves on.. wonder if many of u have this habit? i used to enjoy it alot.. find a nice coffee place and sit with a drink and just watch the world move on by.. no one knows who u are and u can just observe all u want.. looking and basically enjoying the view.. i believe its called people watch..

however the thing about humans is that we cant stay invisible forever.. we need company, people to interact with.. and sometimes we just need people to see us.. hence explains the need for nice clothes, accessories or maybe even a haircut.. im a self proclaimed hermit.. living in my room and seldom have the need to leave it.. but then again i too have the need for such human interactions. but thing do not always goes your way.. people do overlook, unobservant maybe, but have u ever the feeling that u can enter a room, any room for that matter and no one notices? people too caught up in their own conversations or interaction with others and u are forgotten.. unknown even of your presence? or u changed something about yourself and no one noticed? terrible feeling..

friends, wat would life be without them. i let a good friendship drift apart due to my own doing these past couple of months.. regretting it.. a good friend is hard to find, a good brother near impossible.. hope i can do something to salvage the situation..

sister if u are reading this remember our date next month k?? =D

status unknown.
situation unknown.
decision unknown.
feelings unknown?
with so many unknowns,
will they ever be answered?

now you leave me in pain
11:38 PM